Sweetheart,

This one's for you. I'm writing this for you. I can't believe how fast you're growing and how I wish I could get it all back already! I've always heard that's the way it goes but you don't realize it until it happens to you. Baby, you mean so much to me. You make me smile even if I'm in the worst mood. You can turn my day from bad to great with a quick smile shot right in my direction. I can't imagine being without you.

Daddy is your favorite and I'm okay with that. At first, I though you had something against me but girl, you just think he's silly that's all. You two are so cute together. I can't wait to hear your sweet little voice call him daddy.

Right now, I'm just trying to get the hang of talking to you through this blog. I could talk to you all day long while I'm with you but you won't remember one second of it. :] I'm trying to get you to remember the way I feel and the things you do while you're still so tiny.

Tomorrow you'll be four months old! Can you believe it?? Mommy sure can't.

I have to take you to the doctor on Friday, (the 22nd) and you have to get FIVE shots. I'm sorry baby, you have to. You're strong, you'll do okay. Don't be mad though, I cry just about as much as you do when you get your shots. I love you hunny.

You're amazing in every single way. I absolutely love the way you smell. It's my new favorite smell. I love your new little squeal that you do. haha.. sometimes it's annoying but I promise, it's the cutest annoying thing i've ever heard.

I really think I could type all day long about this subject....YOU but I have to go for now. I love you again. Don't ever forget it.